It's my birthday!

Gifts from my classmates!

What better day to start a bog then a day that commemorates my very birth? I hope I can stay faithful to this and blog regularly though. Anyway, I won't be broadcasting my URL cuz I wanna keep it as personal as possible but yet what's the point of having a blog of nobody reads it? So leave it all to fate then!

Anyway, today marks 18 years of being alive. I believe I have seen and experienced much and have matured well. All in all, I'm awesome. So far, out of the 700+ odd friends I have on facebook, about 200+ have wished me on facebook,twitter and real life. So I really wonder, are the rest worth being called my friends? As sensitive as I may sound, it really doesn't hurt to want a wish from friends I have shared many memories with right?

Today itself was a roller coaster ride. I felt under-appreciated to feeling too much love, I felt useless and also felt thankful. These days, I've grown too needy. After losing so many friends I once thought I could trust and depend on, I've become much more sensitive and much more emotional towards friends. I really really really wish to have a good bro that stays a few blocks away. May this wish come true soon, before I die of bottled up emotions.

Now right here, I just wish I was somebody's number 1. In fact I would be satisfied if I was just a number 2 or 3. But a wish will always be just a wish.