Constant reminder.

I don't like how every little thing you do is a constant reminder to me. A reminder that I'm not number 1, that I'm not worth it, that I'm not all that, that I'm a fool.

I really pity myself. I really do. Do I not consider myself smart? So why do I willingly let myself be the fool I never want to be? Sensitive I mean, but I'm sure most of your actions are valid reasons for my lousy feelings. Even when I was feeling low and down, you who bothered to ask at first soon forgot and it ended up with me consoling you.

If you don't feel any responsibility towards me, say it. Don't just hurt me again and again be it intentionally or not. Please, this a only a small plea.